Dear diar,

2moro will be the first day of Term 2. Oh yea...I forgot to say "hi" & "Today...". I'm trying a new way of starting my diary entry. Today I am kinda separated with Mom because this morning, Mom "pidato" or talk about how naughty Inez, Brenda & I were. I thought, maybe Mom will have her "monthly" visitor. Hey... you know what? The "diaper" I'm wearing si the 3rd time today. Then I smiled at myself & said, "Wow, great thing I have "M". If not, I have to go swimming. You will wonder why...it's because I feel not into swimming without fater. Maybe I missed him too much, but I really miss him. I just sms-ed father a good morning & how's the trip, etc...I forgot what I'm going to tell you now..Oh yea... I'm kinda mad at Mom & babysitter. Hey...why Mom & babysitter? The babysitter is really iiiiuuu...She thinks she's close to mom because mom always calls her to do something & maybe she's glad mom called her. I hope mom said, "Hey, who's calling you, "peeeep" ?" I hope so. She's just the same as the old babysitter my little sis has, Suster "Agnes". Okay..maybe I'm jealous of her, but she seems to take control of Mom...I wish there was/is something to separate Mom & babysitter.

This morning "we" went to church. The choir is P.S. Roses, they're kinda cool <"maybe because they're mostly teens">! Today I feel sad & happy. I think mostly sad, because: 1. Father is not with me...2. 2moro I'm going to school! WUEEEKK :( Man, maybe I like writting because now I've write about almost 1 page in 1 diary entry. I'm planning to make this as my real, personal diary.

Okay...now I miss everyone...my relatives, etc. Especially my FATHER! I wish he was here because if he was, he can let us watch TV. Okay...did I tell you about watching TV? I guess no. Man! This entry is long! Maybe because I have many things to tell you. BTW, about watching TV, this morning at church, I mean at church going home, I was the duty to return the papers & someone bring the books, but instead, no one wants to bring the books. So mom was mad and she "pidato" about how naughty we are & our punishment is no TV today, but maybe we can watch TV for "Bidadari". Okay...that's not bad because I get to study my mandarin, but I don't think I can do my schoolwork because...okay...you know, I'm sorta lazy. LAZY DYKA, rite? I know what you're thinking. I just chane my "diapers"...& you know what...this is the 4th "diapers" I used already!

Emm...I gtg. I have to check my hp. Pray for me for being not lazy. OKAY??? Bye... Cya!!!!!

Dear diary,

I know this is the second time I wrote my entry, but I gotta tell you something really important! I got my first "monthly" visitor. Yea.. you know "red" thing. I found out around 17:00. It was completely red but almost all of CD was red. Yea...okay. That's all I'm gonna tell you right now. Maybe later...oh yea, forgot to tell you something. I changed my "softex" at around 18:30 or so. Ok...enough for now. I have nothing to tell you again! Bye...maybe I can write again. C Ya!! Ciao!

Dear diary,

Today is a fine day, I guess. i tried to forget the things about my father & I did! Congrats! My mom & 2 sis are away to Pasar Puri & I don't know why, I just like...being at home. I still miss my father & hope he'll be okay & he is okay alone in Xi'an. He sms-ed me he'll be in the car for 3 hours. I can imagine how hurt my father's bottom will be after sitting in that car for 3 hours. I don't know whether he's going to ride a taxi or rent a car, but anyways, I wish him luck! You're the only friend I can talk to. Emm....gtg now, my family arrived. Bye...guess I'll write to you later! Bye!!!

Dear diary,

Today I am so sad because father went to Guangzhou, China & I can't imagine how it will be like if father isnot at home for Saturday & Sunday! I am so sad. Even though he just went there this morning, I miss him very much! I don't know why! Last night I missed him & I think about him that I cried. I don't know why I cried. I hope father is happy there. I hope he has company there & he said he'll be heading to Xi'an. I miss him, he said he'll be back next Thursday & I can't imagine how it willl be like having no father at home. I knew I said it more than once. Mom said on Saturday we'll be heading to Gunung Salak. My uncle "Tuaku" bought a "villa" there. It's not crowded yet like Puncak, that's why I like it. Besides there's no TRAFFIC. No MACET!!! & I can visit my cousins, grandma, grandpa & others. Man, I'm so sad & also happy. Because...that, the one I told you about. Okay, gtg now. I miss father. He's planning to go to Xi'an, Beijing , then to Shijiazhung. Okay, gtg now! Bye!