Tuesday, November 27, 2007

not-so-sure-but-yet-satisfying

so happy and satisfied coz i graduated high school yesterday.. then we head towards Eastern to eat lunch with my art bio friends. actually, not all of my art bio friends joined us for lunch. only meiling, ames, marsha, joe, lusi, verni and myself.. like mira went somewhere (possibly went home) with her parents, then alyssa is somewhere (i think megamall) with melissa, christy went to i-dont-know, then martin went to supermall.. soooo yeah..

after that lunch gathering, we went to senayan city to watch enchanted.. but because it started very late at about 16.50 so we decided to walk around the mall first, not actually "around" the mall, but we went to metrox, topshop then towards the theatre. well i got home at about 8, i think.. coz i had to be picked up by my dad first near lusi's house..

i can't believe either that i was very very sleepy at about 11, i mean i'm usually sleepy at about 12 or 12.30.. it's just unusual. then i woke up at about 7.45 this morning haha then daily stuff i used to do..

well now i'm in the school's library, just doing nothing coz my mom was mad and all that coz the driver needs to drop my other car to "bengkel" to get something fixed or whatever it needs haha sooo here i am.

i actually need to be in binus at about 11.40 coz i'll start taking teachers' pictures at about 11.50, starting with national curriculum teachers.. ssooo, i'm soo sleepy T.T

at least i don't have to go to school, but still have narnia rehearsal today.. then 2moro we'll rehearse at GKJ, then the performance is on thursday, twice.. kinda looking forward and kinda nervous about it. i mean i'm just afraid that something will go wrong *well i hope not* but who knows.. things might happen..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

not-sure

didn't go to my dad's office to work yesterday coz not of the fact that i was lazy and i guess there was none that i can do there.. well i did something at home, something important to me.. sewing so-called circular white gems, rectangular turqoise gems and light blue gems to my prom dress.. yuppp it's almost finished. it's actually finished but my mom said that there are still lots of gems left so i might want to use some of it again for the bottom part of the dress.. well that is it then..

as usual, on wednesdays, i had narnia rehearsal from 1.30 pm. but bcoz it's like a week before the "day", we had to rehearse until 7.. luckily "bald-head" was in a good mood.. so he made us choose between 2 options, either order food and go home at 7 or continue with the simultaneous reheasal made as if it is the real performance and go home at 6.. of course we chose that 2nd option.. but at the end we went home at about 6.20. it's wayyy better than at 7..

so i'm actually reading through and studying those r-biopharm clinical diagnostics products.. the one my dad is importing.. he said i have to read all those details (how to use, why, what the "thing" we are testing etc) sooo because i will have about 6-7 months of free time, so i'll have plenty of time to study those kits and to kind of selling it to people, or doctors/hospitals, actually.. well today i gotta go at about 1 coz the yr 12s are gonna have graduation rehearsal at 2.30 today.. graduation is now like in front of us!! this coming monday, oh my goodness!! then we'll have narnia practice.. then performance is next wednesday and thursday..

okay.. gotta go back to work =)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

oh-so-great

well, school's over.. i mean.. no more breach coz of late.. and no more listening to "mr boring" (u know who, 12 art bio students). but something seems be missing. i mean all these days, i had to wake up in the morning, meet my friends, start my day by going to school, meet teacher etc, but now it's not "school" i'm going to every morning, it's to my dad's office, to help him.. with work and stuff..

well actually my work isn't that difficult.. it's not "work" when u think about it.. i had to scan those brochures not available on net (r-biopharm brochures), print it out to be given to customers so that they are clear what each product is used for. then i am to study each products, how to use it and so on and so on.. i mean it isn't that difficult, but when u're into it for about one week, u know how boring it is.. seems that you're not "working". but at least my dad promised me salary, based on my attendance of course. well besides the fact that i'm using the internet for my personal use (but not that often), i have to manage that "low disk space in C drive" in the computer.. so that we have enough space for some processes to occur. it's kinda hard when you think about it.. coz it's quite difficult to move one program from one place to another, realizing the fact that not all files are able to be moved..

well, think i better go, i need to go to binus.. for narnia of course,, we have rehearsals every day until 7 pm this week. last week we had reheasals everyday until 6.. well it's getting nearer and nearer to the "big day", on the 28th and 29th.. i fitted my costume yesterday coz on friday i was absent.. i was sick actually. i had a really bad flue and cough.. alrite.. better go now.. i'll continue on later of course ^^

Friday, November 2, 2007

soo blueee..

Just can't believe that chemistry tee was hard, harder than final exam.. well it's supposed to be like that.. I mean my friends also said that same thing.. So not in the mood today. but i can't take my hands off chemistry yet, stil have national exams coming up, including physics, chemistry, biology and all those.. for 4 days..

Ahh, stressful week.. honestly, i wasn't able to the calculations part and extended writing.. i'm trying not to think about it.. but i just regret that i wasn't able to do the exam.. i mean it is to get my wacc certificate..

i don't need the certificate, but my parents force me to sit tee.. i feel like crying.. i feel like screaming!!
darnn!!! why is life so hard!? why do i have to take both exams?! studying physics in indonesian is enough for me.. why should i sit tee!? well my parents said i need tee in case i don't pass my national exams.. but pleaseeeee, why can't they just say that i'll pass that exam.. it's like being pesimistic.. fine, yes, i'm also pesimistic actually but they don't have to say that i have to sit tee in case i don't pass national exams..

i'm just hoping that esl exams' gonna be wayyy easier and that i'm able to the exam..
chemistry's over.. not it's esl's turn.. then bio.. and graduation coming up.. but i'll have to face national exams first next week.. honestly, i'm not ready for that. but i was thinking, i'll study all those now altogether for university entrance..

actually i have to study physics using bhs indo, but i'm just stlll pissed off by chemistry.. arghhhhh!!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

exam almost finished

yeyy!! like exam is almost finished! so happy bout it.. i mean wowww.. 5 exams over! congratz! hehehe

well, after bhs indo exam this morning, yr 12s had whole batch photo shoot and each students had their pictures taken as well for graduation day..

well, still, i'm happy haha! well 2moro's exam is iit, and i don't even know what to study about.. i mean it's iit! like all we gotta think about is our minor and major project, and probably development portfolios.. i mean that's easy enough, aint it?

maybe this won't even reach my other friends in yr 12 binus, but thank you all for just now. we won't have done it without you guys ^^

okay.. i'm looking forward to graduation (coming this 26 November) and narnia (28-29 November) which is at GKJ (Gedung Kesenian Jkt) theennnn.. Prom nite.. thennnn the day we've been waitin for is TO ANYERRR!! with pak ade, it's gonna be a blast! we're living in a hotel, mambruk, in a 3-bedroom villa. yeah, it's not enough, only for 6 people,, but that's what makes it fun! i mean all of us in one villa is soooo fun! can't think of another word besides fun haha! anyways.. alrite.. haha

Saturday, October 20, 2007

frusterated.. more exams coming next week, plus esl exam i wasn't able to sit last friday..

arghhh a hectic weekend!! not in the mood of studying and mm i just hope i'll be scheming through my discrete handouts and probably biology textbooks & notes 2moro coz i'm kinda more worried about biology than discrete hahaha

sooo i didnt have time to study 2day coz i was helping mom to clean the house (even though in the end she was kinda angry at me of a few things haha) then one of my relative (dad's auntie) came so we had both lunch and dinner away from home.. that's kinda great, actually not coz still keeping in mind of those exams coming haha!

hmmm.. not to mention those yearbook "things" i need to think about.. looking for sponsors, handing in data to graphic designers on time blablabla.. ahhhhh! SOS! i need help.. really need it..

but anyhow, i'll be graduating this november (after school exam and tee) so yeah! and oh-uh.. need to think about exams coming..

Thursday, October 18, 2007

wowww.. how long has it been? like a very long time..
like yeah, I'm currently stressing over exams. But kinda happy though, this is my final exam in High School, then I'll be moving on to University life.. well i'm not supposed to be happy of it, am i? I mean university life is wayyyyy complicated.. it's totally proven by many people.. i mean high school life is wayyy much interesting and fun rather than university life. alrite2, enough blabbering about it.

Hmm next exam is ESL and i don't have to worry so much about it coz i have nothing to study for tonite.. yeahhh!! i'm happy about it! i mean i've been stressing over chemistry exam for the last one and a half weeks, is it..? like since the start of idul fitry break (altogether with mid-term break) but maybe i'm just exaggerating it. i mean i heard from my friends that they didn't really cramped up their brain to study. well okay, fine, i didn't really study every day during my holiday. i kinda had 70% entertainment & leisure time and 30% studying.. besides the fact that my dad kinda angry at me coz i wasn't studying haha!

anyways.. i have my education life all planned out u know.. i mean here it is:
I'll be taking medicine in UPH for 5.5 years (but thinking of transfer student to S'pore probably?!), internship not included
then i want to take specialist in i don't know, haven't decided yet.. thinking of abroad
while taking information technology or whatever major it's called that deals with computer (haha!) soo it's gonna be about 3-4 years (has to be abroad coz i'm taking specialist at the same time)
before i graduate that computer major, i'll be working at maybe a clinic or hospital to have enough work experience coz i want to take MBA (master of business administration) in abroad of course (well i think it'll be).. soooooo there it is..
well about marriage (haha!) it'll be either before or after i take specialist.. well that is, if I've found my perfect or almost-perfect husband hahaha!!

well before alllll of that, i'll have to think about tee exams coming up this november, along with paket c exam (government exam) then finish off my school exam (finishes next week, 25th october)

alrite2, enough with all of that..
going to gooo.. to a place.. where.. something.. something.. somewhere......