soo blueee..

Just can't believe that chemistry tee was hard, harder than final exam.. well it's supposed to be like that.. I mean my friends also said that same thing.. So not in the mood today. but i can't take my hands off chemistry yet, stil have national exams coming up, including physics, chemistry, biology and all those.. for 4 days..

Ahh, stressful week.. honestly, i wasn't able to the calculations part and extended writing.. i'm trying not to think about it.. but i just regret that i wasn't able to do the exam.. i mean it is to get my wacc certificate..

i don't need the certificate, but my parents force me to sit tee.. i feel like crying.. i feel like screaming!!
darnn!!! why is life so hard!? why do i have to take both exams?! studying physics in indonesian is enough for me.. why should i sit tee!? well my parents said i need tee in case i don't pass my national exams.. but pleaseeeee, why can't they just say that i'll pass that exam.. it's like being pesimistic.. fine, yes, i'm also pesimistic actually but they don't have to say that i have to sit tee in case i don't pass national exams..

i'm just hoping that esl exams' gonna be wayyy easier and that i'm able to the exam..
chemistry's over.. not it's esl's turn.. then bio.. and graduation coming up.. but i'll have to face national exams first next week.. honestly, i'm not ready for that. but i was thinking, i'll study all those now altogether for university entrance..

actually i have to study physics using bhs indo, but i'm just stlll pissed off by chemistry.. arghhhhh!!